My life right now is being worked up. The places I think are worth visiting are not being visited. I thought this would stop any sooner this month. “There was, at least, a chance,” I thought.
How very wrong I was. How strange. I’m usually not wrong.
Right now, I am being bored, even with all the video games I played, and all the books I’ve read, my mind feels discontent. I wish my week right now was at Friday. Right now, with a baby brother in my mix, we can’t go anywhere really far, or we risk having him cry for about half the time that we are in the car. It’s not that I don’t like him, it’s not my type. I want to go places that I’ll never forget, because I only live once.
If school was on this week, it would be more fun and frantic. I would like to swim for my swim team, CCAC. My memories and fears are being haunted by a video with a mutant zombie in it(brain teaser from school in beginning of September). Right now, going to the mall is not the thing I like nor is it the places I want to go, although it’s where we constantly went to this month, going there twice.
Staying home for a while is boring. It’s the same old place, the same old bedroom, the same old bathroom, so I thought it would be a time to change. I got to go with my mom to get groceries. I got to play soccer with my dad. Even in my religion’s way, we went to church to pray. Although, I thought it just wasn’t enough. I want to see the outside world, not only from the view from my house.
I hope my life takes a turn right now, and fast because it’s not exciting, having to stay at home, being bored, and my life just going wrong. If it doesn’t it won’t be pretty.